When I say focus, as mentioned in my previous article, I mean more than just on writing but on who I am and what I should be doing which as I write leads to a strange holly form of mediation and introspection.  It allows me to get god in a way and go the serenity path:

The Serenity Prayer

God grant me the serenity 
to accept the things I cannot change; 
courage to change the things I can;
and wisdom to know the difference.

Living one day at a time; 
Enjoying one moment at a time; 
Accepting hardships as the pathway to peace; 
Taking, as He did, this sinful world
as it is, not as I would have it; 
Trusting that He will make all things right
if I surrender to His Will;
That I may be reasonably happy in this life 
and supremely happy with Him
Forever in the next.
Amen.

Now you might be thinking Whoa…..getting God in BDSM.  Well yeah isn’t it that what it is about?  Is it not a form of worship and if you are Christian are you not supposed to be a submissive if you are a woman?  Isn’t the man supposed to be the God head and you are to serve him?  I think submission is both Biblical and natural for women and is as it should be.  Mind you I do think there are exceptions to the rule, as there are exceptions to any rule but ultimately I believe women must submit to men.

So when read this prayer it is not only honoring god but honoring My God head my master.  You could easily replace He with My Master In many places and when being read by a woman it is not sacrilegious but I would be more inclined to believe dead right.

I believe submission comes from the soul and is a gift from god for me to give to my Master.

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