So I have been having a little trouble with the idea of figging ever since I discovered figs, quite by accident. You see with this housing crisis there are many unoccupied houses in my area and while…

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I should be so punished.  Last night I masturbated and I am not sure if I am allowed or not.  I do not know if masturbating without permission is a punishable offence or not but after sucking off his salty cock and listening to him please her, I needed it.

Bet you are sitting back thinking, so what, she jerked off, everybody does that.  Well you go ahead and think that.  I get pretty detailed in my fantasies which often seem to draw upon the past, this time it happened to be my first gang bang. I was on my last glass of rum and diet coke and imagined back to that day when they held my nostrils tight and made me swallow down what ever they were drinking to keep me nice and intoxicated and pliable.

I know I bent to their will because my holes were all battered and bruised the next day and I had flakes of cum all over my body and bits of my hair were plastered in on odd directions from the enormous loads that were dumped on my face and hair while I lay on my back getting nailed in the ass while the guy who just exited my ass made me suck his enormous cock clean with my hot teen mouth until it was hard again and ready to go.

Thinking of this drove me to explore my house looking for things to shove up my ass since all the traditional “toys” were in the bedroom with him and I was banished to the sofa for bad behaviour. I settled on a wide bottle and went to work getting it in my ass, it securely pressed against the back of the couch while I humped it in so to keep my hands free to be sucked clean after using them to loosen up my asshole for large insertion.

I wanted it to hurt.  I wanted to feel pain in my asshole for being such a disobedient asshole.  I wanted to suck the ass juice off my fingers, down the whole drink the way the sailors forced me to drink so long ago.  I wanted to be used like a filthy fucking whore and I wanted it to hurt.

So since no one was there to do it to me i did it to myself. So am I a disobedient cunt?

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Had you asked me before I found this site, Sex in Christ, my answer would have been. No, absolutely not. I have read the Bible extensively and while it addresses homosexuality arguably five times it never forbids anal sex. The word sodomy is not in the Bible and is a man made, not God made word. To say that the supposed Biblical laws against homosexuality somehow also encompass anal sex is a huge leap. This makes the assumption that all gay people practice anal sex and they are the only ones who practice it. I would have to say we all have asses and there are a lot more straight people than gay which begs to reason more strait people are ass fucking than there are gay people. Gay people to not create the concept of anal sex, we all have an ass.

Some argue that anal sex is dirty and that is why it is bad however the article I read pointed out that all people are pure, created by god so why would anal sex be considered impure since god created that part of us as well and to do the job intended? If we follow this logic no-one should be having straight sex because the penis is impure. Also, I assure you, anal sex can be had with out it being messy.

Further, we would have people move to say that all sex that is not for procreation is a sin in which case I must say any Christian man over fifty need stop taking his viagra because it is a sin! Unless of course his wife is 20 something.

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I am totally into torture devices throughout history both history in the making and back to primitive times. While I have used many modern day torture devices many of the ancient ones still hold my fascination, like the Pear of Anguish.

The pear had gotten some main stream coverage instead of being hidden in dark corners of museums and BDSM communities. It was, in the not so recent past, on the popular Fox television show bones. Bones features a highly gifted archaeologist paired up with FBI agent, Booth, to solve particularly dismal homicides with their shared skills. The Pear of Anguish got mix review in the show because of the fact it was used as the murder weapon by insertion in the mouth while other in the show eluded to is more pleasurable uses.

It was originally used to torture and often kill people guilty of sexual crimes such as adultery, incest but was also used in cases heresy and blasphemy.

The Pear of Anguish was inserted into one of the three available holes or two were it used on men. The vagina, anus or mouth. Frankly when I think about what hole some would stuck it into me, it is always my ass. Once inserted, over a period of time be it a day or as long as the torture decided, I cannot imagine more than a week. The screw would be turned to slowly spread that orifice apart, often times until death.

Of course the modern usage is nowhere near was extreme and brings much pleasure to the masochist receiving it!

I have used spreader devices in my holes before but this one holds special allure. I can just imagine what the cold cast iron would feel like……………….

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I do not want to dispel any myths but I do want everyone to understand that sometimes amazing sex is all one really needs without all the protocol and regalia and last night was one of those nights.

It was late and I crept into bed and leaned over to the side of the bed groping in the dark for the lube, the cool kind that heats up. With the other hand I was on a seek and slather mission for his warm hot cock that I knew with only seconds in my warm slick hand would be hard for me.

I stroked him awake until he his fist was clenched in my hair and his toes were curling. My pussy was too wet to be the hand job fairy and after a night of dirty, dirty calls I needed a real, hard, long cock to punish my greedy pussy.

Needless to say he complied when I begged to be fucked and had me get on all fours with my ankles hanging off the edge of the bed and my sweet spots poking out like a target for his hard dick. Without guidance his engorged head found my sloppy cunt and drove forward without hesitation and grunge fucked me until my pussy quivered all over his cock, me begging him to fuck me harder while I told him “my pussy is nothing but a place for hims to jerk off”

After cumming all over his cock, rolling my tight pussy on his man meat , I begged with no prompting from him, for him to use my tight asshole to dump his load. It hurt so bad but he did not stop for my pain but instead let my arms collapse and my face fall into the mattress as his rod skewered me on nine inches of pleasure and pain.

He fucked my asshole until I came again and then jerked my head back with a fist full of hair and shoved the fingers of his other hand into my mouth while his cock relentlessly pounded my asshole. I sucked his long fingers like they were a cock ready to cream in my throat which after all the teasing was too much for him to bear. I felt his cock jerking inside me as he dumped his hot gooey load in my juicy ass.

That is amazing sex……but perhaps a little kinky!

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I have read every where it seems that if you have anal sex your asshole will stretch out and you will be stuck with this gaping black hole for a butthole but that has not happened to me and I have been having anal sex for longer than I should have.

I hear from a gay friend of mine that that is not true either and he is a lot older than me and been having butt sex a  lot longer and I prefer to believed experienced in this as opposed to  rhetoric written by those who are too pious to partake in some good old fashioned sodomy

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Fucking an ass without lube might be the way to go if you are in it all for the audio; you know if you want a prolonged period of whimpering and squealing.  I can get down with this if the sadist in question has a tough desensitized cock or is using a toy, that I can get down with especially if they have a crying fetish because anal sex often makes me cry.

No matter how many times I have anal sex, it seems, that just like my pussy, my ass is elastic too.  It has not remained this gaping well used hole but is as tight and pristine as the first time it was used.

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Thinking of my last post, yeah my brain seems to be stuck in my ass like many other things that have visited before it, I have to wonder if the guys who have insisted on lube-less ass fucking are also masochists? I have a lot of experience with the cock and know that most of them are very sensitive and trying to plow your way into an un-lubed asshole could be very painful indeed.

So you gotta wonder if the guys who like this are masochists themselves because I have never had one go limp while partaking of my hiney. 

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So I have been wondering about some of the folks who have called me as well as some of those I have fucked.  You see many guys want to either fuck me or have stick toys in my ass without lube and as I learned over my summer of fun with Beka and her men lube is a necessity with anal sex for what ever ends you are trying to accomplish.

My experience is that no lube takes much longer and while yet is hurts for longer it does not hurt as much as that quick, slick toy or boner sliding right into your ass with no obstacles like un-lubed skin getting in the way.

Just an observation, file it way for future use?

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