Exotic Punishment and Bondage Phobia
I listened to my last caller, a Dom, tell his stories to me and was very intrigued at the intelligence and creativity that went into his sessions. The way he described them to me they were sessions with submissive women rather than slaves, I think, I say this because he gave no indication that these ladies were his 24/7 but rather having scenes. I write this because many have read me make the distinction between submissive women and slaves i.e. all slaves are submissive but not all submissive women are slaves. When I make the distinction I am not saying one is better than the other, just clarifying.
We will call him Dom A. Dom A made use of some factors for sensation that most over look. In all honestly after thinking about it only he and one other have used it but both used them differently, these oftentimes over looked sensations, the weather. The former Dom friend who I never ended up meeting used the hot sunshine for training nude slaves at once punishing their whole bodies and giving them a healthy unlined glow but Dom A used the bitter cold of winter for punishment which while not wishing it done to me because some punishments you just don’t crave I thought it was very innovative to use something always available and work it into your punishments.
The one thing I never got to tell him is that while bondage turns me on intensely and all the porn I watch includes extreme bondage I have never been effectively tied because for lack of a better term, I am claustrophobic. I am sure there is a phobia to cover the fear of being bound, I do not know the name off hand.
I have tried to over come my fear by being bound in ways that there is no question that I can get out e.g. with panty hose that if you stretch them you can get out while still being able to feel confined. I also play with gags ball gags specifically but I have only ever been able to play with them so long as every thing else was unbound. I have had my wrists lightly tied together as well.
I have never been able to go so far as total bondage but am working on it in my own little ways in hopes to one day achieve that level of ecstasy. It is a hard road.
I loved listening to his stories and imagining myself being able to be the girl in them.
One thing that is particularly hard for me that some Doms require and Dom A was no exception is silence. I think I can quote “no noise and excessive theatrics”. The problem being is I am very vocal and that has little to do with it being telephone considering I have always been this way and even in the days when I had to hide that I was having sex my partners began referring to me as “mouse” because the sounds that came out of me when I tried to stifle sounded very much like a mouse squeaking. Then there was the other extreme, when fucking vanilla guy and they would ask if they were hurting me (what a turn off). Vocal for me is not a show because we are on the phone but an extension of what is going on inside me that I often cannot control either on the phone or with a man amounted above me which makes it a perfect infraction to punish me for though I do make such pretty noises , why would you want to miss out.
The only disagreement Dom A and I found was in protocol and he is interesting enough that I think we can overcome that unless of course he can beat my opinion out of me.
So, Dom A, I look forward to getting to know you better if you wish.
