Control my Climate Keep my Focus
I am not sure if it is harder or easier to write when freezing. I understand the concept and figure it is much like Dr.Wicked’s Writing Lab where outside stimulus keeps your focus. Dr wicked uses sound and in advanced mode takes your words away and Dom A uses the frigid Georgia winter weather. Wait, let me step back a moment. It is not so cold here like places in the north where it is below freezing but enough to give me goose bumps and keep my nipples hard as pebbles.
Did I mention the butt plug? Yep it is there too, to keep me writing, another one of those outside stimuli. I like it when this is done. I like to be made to write. I miss it very much and in the last two days I have had three writing assignments. Beat that(or beat me)! I go from a virtual sub frenzy to control. I love being in control and would not have it any other way.
I think this is something Dom A understands , “Idle Hands Are The Devil’s Tools” the same can be said for thoughts so writing is an excellent way to focus both on the good of the slave, ME!
I do enjoy listening to Dom A and hearing his stories they are very exciting and frightening, frightening in my phobia of bondage. He found for me the name of the phobia and I cannot wait to find out what it is called. Perhaps he will be willing to grab my other phobia by its horns and find its name, the name for my fear of midgets.
When I fantasize about his retelling of his experiences I always put myself in the place of his slave and in this theater in my mind I can go where ever he takes me and there I can go anywhere. It is hard to image my mind bridging my reality because every time I have begun to go there I freeze and experience fight or flight and will take which ever out seems more achievable form my perspective at the time. It is crazy what adrenaline can do. I have broken bonds and bitten through a ball gag.
So scary yes but defiantly much fun!
