Masochistic Betty Crocker
I am only up to Friday night which is described in detail in the post below called In the Beginning there was Face Fucking. I was scared to death because bondage frightens me but man this dark dive into bukkake made me so hot I still get off thinking about it. I replay it in my mind when I am a lone and masturbating but there is little time for that I am usually getting used in one way or another.
Johnny made the mistake of telling Beka I can cook and because of that I have been set up for contact with Beka’s friends. She makes me cook her dinner every night and always has company. Steven is one of the visitors and seems to be really taken with me. I plan to tell you about Saturday afternoon, late afternoon, so you get to know what is going on around here. I have become the masochistic Betty Crocker.
I have been thinking a lot about Johnny, obsessively like any Good submissive should and I really do not know what to do. You see I have read all of these books describing woman and submission and they are like “love” stories with a little pain and are very organized a flowery that is not me. I like to be grunge fucked and am quite hard core. I will even do things wrong deliberately just to be punished and from other ladies I have talked to it seems that is almost unheard of. It seems their Doms are so meticulous they can never manage to get anything right so punishment is always lurking behind their every action. Johnny never micro managed me so. He tells me what to do, if I do not do it he punishes me and if he is horny he fucks me and if that excitement includes a desire for pain he hurts me for his own pleasure. Perhaps these girls masters need an excuse?
I will have to tell you about my First “official Dom” and his “Dilemma” the next time I blog but for now I have to go. Elaine is here. I need to go to Beka’s office there is a n event planner there who needs to meet me.
See you next time!
The Rest Stop
In the Beginning there was Face Fucking
